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Pancakes Flip Backwards

Sunday, February 12, 2006

Bon Voyage Shuyan!

i fainted again!

my 3rd time in this life time.

lolx

and the worse thing is...

i fainted at the hospital.
or maybe it should be good?

lolx

anyway i was visiting my grandma with my whole family. we stood there really long... talking to her and massaging her arms. she looked worse than the last time i saw her. she even had difficulty breathing...

anyway.. after like hours i was standing beside my grandma when i felt really bad.
like going to faint bad. and a bit of stomache. it came all of a sudden!
so i told me sis. "jie jie i think i'm hungry. i feel faint." and she didn't reply.
by then i already confirmed that i was going to faint.
so i put my head on my grandma's bedside bar.
and just nice they decided to go off already and my sis started walking away.
that's when i kinda started blacking out although i had this impression that i grabbed my sis.

lolx.

but i didn't completely ponk out! i just sat on the floor.
and my whole family kinda freaked out.
and i freaked out the old lady on the neighbouring bed and i freaked out the nurse.
they made me sit on the chair and the nurse gave me this cup of milo wif extra sugar! it tasted so good! haha! milo saved my life!

after that my sis bought me oreo cookies. after eating the oreo cookies i went back completely to normal.

lolx.

then my sis told me when i grabbed her i actually said "Jie, i'm going to faint."
and she thought i was joking so she just shrug off my hand and said [in cantonese] "what you doing?" and walked off. that's how i fainted. hahha!

then the nurse asked "What happened? why did she faint?"
and my sis said "She said she was hungry"
and the nurse kinda looked like she's ready to report any forms of child abuse and demanded "how long has she not eaten?!"

and my brother and 2nd sis were sent to buy food for me.
but they went all the way down to the caff and the lift stopped at every floor. and it was like 20 min plus after my sis went to the vending machine and got me my oreo cookie then did they return...

with a cup of soya bean milk so hot it scorched my tongue. hahax!

MALU.
but very funny.
oh yar. my grandma was very calm. never freak out.

toffee beans stick to teeth[4:25 AM]

If stars can talk. . .

Here

star beans

Clara
21 Sep' 89
Cedar Girls' Sec
Cedar Guides
Temasek Design School

Hmm... colours and non colours
Food! Pizza!
Milo addict!
Gaara
Music~world
drawing
slacking!

Eww... chinese mushroom
prawns (unless they're cheese baked or cold prawn salad)
chrysanthamn tea
when the wind doesn't blow
hot dusty orange sunday afternoons with nothing to do
stuck in this world forever

wishin' More sleep time!!!
holiday
a astronomical pocket watch
learn piano and guitar
draw like Wakaba, colour like Amano and handle photoshop like kagaya
~~sketch book~~
~~Apple Powerbook G4~~

Before i die... see snow
see a sky choking with stars
have someone beside me who can tell me every single story behind the stars
lie on a grass slope and gaze at the cloudy sky
see shooting stars
see a wild meadow
see autumn
see a moon so huge it takes up the whole sky
see the northern lights
go Venice for Madi Gras Carnival
and finally... see the earth. from outer space.

DREAMER
by Michelle Keesling

I will not descend downward
Until after I have conquered that fear Clasping stars within my hands
They shall not stray from my touch
I am a dreamer
My wings lie in my mind
Where they allow me to divide the clouds
As I ascend through their cotton-like tufts
One cannot pierce my heart with any arrow
It is filled with pure bliss and compassion
No one will ever be able to seize that from me
Although at times my eyes may look wounded
My strength has never fled

beanskin *June 2005
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*February 2006
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*June 2006
*July 2006
*August 2006
*September 2006
*January 2007
*April 2007
*May 2007
*July 2007
*August 2007
*September 2007
*March 2009

Starbeans drinks milo with ice.
The butterflies in the birdcage will direct you to some banana pancakes.

Playing: Dreamsome - Shelby Lynnes - Bridget Jones' Diary II